Who would have ever thought that one's upbringing could be the source of so much confusion. Even though I recognize that I don't want the same life as my parents or grandparents, I still feel this urgency to pair up. Ugh. It's annoying.
Some days I'm completely fine, feeling great about my career and life in general, then some days all I want to do is crawl into bed with someone.
There is definitely something to say for cuddling and being a part of something. Which is essentially what is so alluring about a serious relationships. Everyone wants to feel wanted and needed.
Some days it's enough to feel that from friends...or even Bailey, but then there are those days that just don't cut it.
I'm really not complaining. I don't want to settle. So, if I wanted to be with someone, I could. It's not about that. It's about that person that I know I don't want to be without that I'm looking for.
If you find him, please send him my way. Hopefully I'll have enough courage/intelligence/gumption to recognize that it's him. :-)
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coffee from Asia makes me happy. mmm.
