after my last hurrah with dating, he said he feels that it's up to him now to ensure my love life gets better.
i think it's hilarious and i love him for it.
he has been really encouraging to me the last few months. he's really mature for his age, or maybe i've just been dealing with the immature kind too much (i tend to pick those).
he has been so rational any time i've had any issue and patiently reminded me of what i deserve and need in a partner.
i've had so many friends that have told me basically the same things he has, but for some reason his words have a calming effect on me.
my family has been really opening up to me about the kind of guy i'm attracted to. they are really encouraging and supportive, even though they would love to see my ride away into the sunset with a cowboy. i think they've given up on that dream. i think now they just really want me to settle down. haha.
they really liked my last bf (as did i), but they all agree that he wasn't at the level of emotional maturity that i want or need. that may or may not change, but i wish him all the best whatever the outcome for him may be.
my brother has been really patient, and showed me that it doesn't always have to do with age. he gave me advice when i had issues in my last relationship, and now that i look back and think, he is 20, so it really has nothing to do with the actual number.
so, i'm over being against dating younger...i think...
basically, i'm realizing that maybe what i'm attracted to isn't the healthiest thing for me. maybe what i thought i needed in a man is what i wanted in a man. maybe what i need is to open up my mind a bit for whatever is in store.
so, that's what i've decided.
also, london is back on. viva la londres!
can't. wait.
my fave piccie of me and brudder in jamaica.
