things that might make sense

Sunday, December 28, 2008

frick!

yes, i've been watching Scrubs.

do i wish that i was as lovably neurotic as Elliot? yes. am i? fraid not... i am just a bit neurotic.

well, i know it's mildly cliche, but i'm taking a look over this past year, and i like what i see. it hasn't always been easy or fun...in fact, it was pretty freakin difficult. but, i've accomplished quite a bit, learned a ton, and i'm at a place where i feel pretty good about life.

of course i have my days that i freak and and wonder what kind of mess i've gotten myself into. or i project those things that have happened to me, hurt me, and become emotional for now reason. alas, i'm human. female human, at that, so i know that i have to sometimes deal with things that may not be fair...

however, i'm happy to have feelings. i'm grateful to be introspective and contemplative, and if that means that i'm a bit more sensitive when it comes to emotional triggers, then so be it.

i'll deal with, move on, and continue loving the person that i'm becoming.

2007 was rotten, 2008 was a smidge better...mainly due to the last 4 months, and i have a feeling that 2009 will be a great year.

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