things that might make sense

Monday, September 21, 2009

dripping in alchemy...

on my way home tonight, i saw a girl beside me in her car. she was crying crocodile tears, and i couldn't help but immediately empathize with her.

it could have been the song on her radio; she might have been listening to a book on tape; she might have just broken up with her bf/gf... who really knows?

i mean, who hasn't been in their car, crying their eyes out? well, i have. in fact, just last night. it will probably happen again, and that's just the way things go.

my eternally optimistic disposition has definitely taken a hit in the past year. unfailingly, i find the silver lining and rarely miss a beat due to losing heart.

just tonight i was thinking about the moments in my day. they are all so precious. i didn't really do anything extraordinary, but every moment meant something to me. i was acknowledged and rewarded at work; i felt needed by a friend; i made a new friend; i felt unimportant; i felt blessed; i missed london; i was thankful.

each of those things tiny, tiny moments make up who i am. and i must say, i'm quite pleased with that person.

it's really a good feeling. and although i'm not quite where i would like to be, i'm making positive steps every day and am driven to be the best, happiest person that i can be.

stay tuned on that.

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