so this is what it's for

wow. today. wow.

these are the things that have happened to me today:

-overreacted
-gotten my feelings hurt
-confided in a family member
-had a family member confide in me
-gotten my feelings hurt again
-gotten pissed
-had another family member confide in me...
-realized that i'm being self-centered. no one cares as much about my problems as i do. and i'm not being mean...it's just true. that's why blogs were invented.
-had my heart broken over certain circumstances
-freaked out because i really needed something
-fed some deer a piece of bread
-got what i needed
-talked to a good friend. he has the best advice. me: "well, not all 22-year-old boys are d-bags." zane: "yes they are." me: "well--" zane (cutting me off): "yes they are!"
-played with bubbles
-laughed with my 2 1/2 year old cousin kyle
-realized that my life is pretty good
-planned a trip
-talked to someone for the first time in months.
-did something stupid
-did something brave
-made a good decision
-realized something important

sigh.

this week will be one of the busiest that has come my way in, well, ever. i have so much editing to do, magazine writing, product review, it's fashion week, which i need and want to pay attention to, i will be hanging out with the bands that will be competing friday for the artist of the year...if i can make it to friday, oh sweet goodness. then, saturday i will be quasi-moving. that's right.


this makes me happy...